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this love was complicated
i left myself jaded
from the drugs i consumed
discount beer swells my insides
and its the only thing
keeping me alive
discount beer
and powdered lines
you help me live
a life no longer mine
death,
im quite prepared
could u remind me again
why i should even care?
in this autumn air
before the spikes run down my back
and im no longer here
if i could get used to this awkward silence
maybe i wont know what im missing is
one day ill forget what its like to exist
cuz i got lines on my face
home sweet fucking home
but homes invisible
drugs and decibles
place my life on hold
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Grey Blob !
02:42
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feels like im dying when im alone
i dont go out no i just stay the fuck home
force myself to be more socialble
but this goddamn bed is way too comfortable
im gonna die alone buried in my cell phone
if thats how its supposed to be
i'll sit inside and watch tv
live half my life behind a screen
age and die of heart disease
ur gonna die alone
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Sanic @ the Disco
03:43
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i slept all week my room is disgusting
despite all these goddamn attempts at cleaning
my cries for help are dumb and frustrating
please do not force your lips to say poor bby
and in good time oh right on time u h8 me
we cant hold our lives hostage
hoping death retracts
what our tombstones read
these drugs and endorphins
no longer entice me to get on my knees
im not ruminating
sober but still feeling spun
i read your words like a loaded gun
id love to stay but im not having fun
id love to stay but this isnt
and its not fair
i know u think i dont care
but id get dressed
if i could get out of bed
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Chipoltergeist
05:01
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birthday approaching!
kinda hurts to think
that i'll regret the year i waste today
and i know your only a few texts away
it hurts my head
i got nothing to say
guess i'll rot at my house
while youre going out of town
i'll keep the chat threads open
while the wrong words fall out
buy some drugs for coping
with the thoughts that i cant filter out
i'll tell myself i'm joking
but i've forgotten how to laugh out loud
i'm done with all of it
waking up depressed until i get
some drugs into my sunken head
i'll be fine if i pretend
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